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Holiday Mood .

2009-10-28T17:05:00.002+08:00

I'm so bored stuck at home doing work for tomorrow :(
I NEED TO GO OUT !!!!!!

monday blues

2009-10-18T19:29:00.003+08:00

Countdown 1 mth and 2 days .
messy room , lousy mood , work not done . things can never be the same .
no idea what would be and what is happening . it has been school on weekdays and drink on weekends for this few months , it's time to change.
go along ? or not ..

CONTROL YOURSELF , TAKE ONLY WHAT YOU NEED FROM IT .

2009-10-12T00:28:00.001+08:00

I'm so waiting for holidays, school's tiring/boring/sucky and the list goes on. Feeling happy/nua today, no idea why. I think i actually have too much breaks, endure another month and i can be freeeee !
& I LOVE KARINA LOMBARD !

i can't sleep

2009-10-08T04:57:00.002+08:00

Sleepless night/Work not done/Couldn't seem to concentrate/Cannot take that outta my mind/It's killing me/I don't know what to do/Nothing seems to help/I just dont wanna be here/I need to sleep/

EATSLEEPSCHOOL!

2009-09-30T02:43:00.003+08:00

Went to "CSC" yesterday to had a drink . Had a boring day in school today and skipped the 2nd lesson.

Steamboat with family just now!

Starting to realize that life is quite goal-less again, which is not good. Making things too complicated and worrying too much doesn't help at all, but it's very difficult to control psychological thinking at times.

23 nov quick come !

Updates!

2009-09-28T02:50:00.008+08:00

Can't believe i entered "www.blogger.com" and entered my user id and pw. I'm on the phone with my Mom now, talking some nonsensical stuffs. I'm dreading school tomorrow. Recently had been going down csc, partly cos i'm working there.
School had been quite okay, modules are fine, if i were to take business or some other courses i'd be complaining " what the hell i got test tomorrow, i have to study for blablabla! ". So far so good, except for the projects that needs to be done, well everything has it's pros and cons.
Waiting for 23 nov, upcoming school holiday, then all the shiok events coming up! But for now have to try finish up work asap.

The people i found irritating keep coming and those who're not keep drifting away ..

BACK !

2009-05-18T00:48:00.002+08:00

i bet no one would be reading my blog now la ! it has been dead for quite long . life had changed alot, not as planned .

i'm going to NAFA taking interior design, it was my interest, and i pursued it, ignoring the fact that people around me wants me to get into a polytechnic.

Had been rotting since i quitted my last job, which is feb, till now.

Sometimes life is so interesting, and sometimes you'd rather die. When a person doesn't have a goal, can't find a meaning in life, it would be so bad.

2009-01-16T17:03:00.000+08:00

MY BLOG IS DEAD !

2008-11-14T02:34:00.001+08:00

Haven't been blogging , & yay to end of O' level. Which i had been procrastinating bout these few months. Holidays are suppose to be fun, but not when you're working :(

Disappearance

2008-10-02T00:34:00.006+08:00

I'm not gone because O levels are coming but spending all my time rotting & shopping ! Only started studying since yesterday !
Past few days went to town w Mom & got quite alot of new stuff.
Today went to town again, with Petrina Gibson Weiqiang & Zhenge to get Weiqiang's present.
Early Birthday Wishes to you ! Officially 18 :D

FAT

2008-09-08T20:51:00.003+08:00

Back to eat sleep eat sleep do nothing routine, surprisingly prelims doesn't seem scary to me now. I don't rely on people whom i can give a call and they'd come out immediately but yearn for new friend, or rather people who're not easy going & would not be contactable with just a call.
Weird? Time is passing so slowly now and tomorrow is POA paper 2, i didn't touch any of the POA notes today, & am not planning to also. Mom would be coming over to stay in a weeks time, i wonder would it be a good one or bad one. No going out with "friends" No slacking No blablabla, goes on and on. But yes to someone's company, yes to annoying scoldings, Doubt it'll be a good experience.

I suddenly have that thought of going into bowling very much, as in really into, but w/o money nothing could be done too. Studying's just so dull and boring, and i'm unsure if i could pull through this O lvl. Many people say it's a very good chance alr since i'm in express, but so what? I'm still one of the lousiest students among the express stream, what's so good bout that. There'd always be someone better than you, and keep on chasing after, taking over them would be your life, your goal?
I want to go on to another life, a life that is truly enjoying rather than not doing everyday and wasting resources.

WHATEVER, I'M SO UTTERLY SAD TO FIND OUT THAT I AM SO FAT COMPARED TO SEC2.

YAY

2008-09-06T19:25:00.002+08:00

Finally able to go out today due to bowling training, hopefully things would get better. What they've said made sense, but they shouldn't look down on people also what. Even though i may seem like i don't care about anything but i do, and i would have my limits.
Upcoming months would be hectic, O 'level, Novice challenge, Milo Open. Suddenly i have so many things to look forward to, wow. Endure! 2more months to go people, then we'll know what's FUN.
Cheeeeeeeers (:

一切完美

2008-09-05T22:39:00.004+08:00

Perfect Cut is gonna be shown on channel U 11.30pm again ! It's really a show worth watching!

Boring times are so difficult to pass, i suddenly miss those time wasting at 4head &town. Why over-react upon knowing that i have a tattoo? It's such a common thing now and it's on my body not yours anyway, getting a job next time or not is my problem , you can ignore me by all means, and i'm not gonna care about what you say after my O's. It's not up to you to decide where i want to go.

Sleeping is my current hobby now, and this works, spending 16hrs per day sleeping.

CRAZE/CRAVE .

2008-09-01T00:49:00.006+08:00

4th consecutive day going to town area =/
got holiday = play already , that scary feeling of examinations suddenly gone.
Thur& Fri , town with Mom .
Saturday, town with Lee Si Jie, cabbed here and there, spent alot. Dined @Spageddies.
i had:

Pet had:

Then went back to 3Head & met Gibson & Leslie up .

I love my uncle's car ! =X

2008-08-30T00:27:00.002+08:00

Didn't go to school today and saw school teachers @ Marriott Hotel , they having teacher's day celebration there. WTH, damn unlucky can. But who says you can't go out if you're sick?
Really in the verge of giving up on prelims, cause i just have to much to catch up. Which is impossible to be done in days. I can't help spending my time doing NOTHING .

BAD DAY .

2008-08-12T16:53:00.012+08:00

Just got back results for Chinese O level today . & thought that my dream of not touching Chinese papers are RUINED , got a damn B3 . Ohwell, couldn't expect much because even the most hardworking one didn't get an A . Blame it on my bad luck. Just broke my specs, SWAYNESS. Luckily it's not the new one, so i don't think i should feel sad or whatsoever. In pain now due to the aftermath of exposing to sunlight too long, although i quite like the colour of my skin tone now.

This is the damn difference in the colour tone of my shoulder. F**K**G PAIN OKAY .

Friday, Sentosa with classmates. Had so much fun w the girls ! & sorry for causing all of you to have sunburn cos it was sorta my suggestion.

Back in action !

2008-08-10T01:03:00.008+08:00

Finally posting again !

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Happy Birthday to Minchi

went sch for the stupid performance, but did something meaningful (cip) to bring the old folks from the home to our sch , the girls from our class brought one auntie and chatted on the way as she walks very slowly. & get to know that she actually came from a wealthy family but the kids didn't takecare of her but sent her to the home, oh well, i just thought that it ain't my problem. Aft that we "celebrated" MC's birthday , and had "flour fight" haaha .
Went to play bball with the ex e5 clique then to WM to watch "money not enough 2" w Lex .
It was after the show then it reminds me of the auntie in the afternoon . The show was quite good & it's worth watching, can make you laugh and cry. Went to collect frame w Lex @ cck and it's nice ! Like supermannnnn ~

I then cabbed home and sat in a "limo(Merz) cab" and unexpectedly, THEY HAVE FREE WIFI SERVICE IN THE CAB , OMG . i always thought it'll be good if it's possible to surf online in a cab or car, and now i have the chance! so i took my phone and try connecting it :D
this is the pic i took in the cab, used night mode so it's not very clear, cannot expect me to use flash right, then the driver later think i suaku or siao =X The modem was in between the two front seats.

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Went over to qilong house and did nothing till late noon, then metup w the others to chill.

Jim Beam was quite good, hooch was like fruit juice. Ahaa .
Not to forget,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !

People

2008-07-22T23:00:00.003+08:00

Biology mock exam tomorrow ! & i don't understand a thing about heredity and molecular genetics , oh whatever .

Re: Plastic Surgery ?
it's become a very common thing now, as long as you've got money, you can be beautiful too. But why some people just cannot accept it? They think that you're born with the looks that God gave and you aren't suppose to change it? Well you might say, a person will like you for who you are, personality is important rather than looks. But imagine, if you see a group of chio/hot/handsome looking people and a group of ugly/disgusting/dirty/fat/short (no offense) , which one would you have a better impression of w/o knowing their personalities ? Obviously the better looking ones right? I believe this world is realistic and of course everyone would want to look good right? I think this is a way of improving yourself rather than wasting money/a sin, although risk involved .

Enough of crap , KOON !

Relax mode .

2008-07-22T00:25:00.002+08:00

Didn't go to school today ! But woke @ an unexpected 10.30am .
3-4 more months to go before E-N-J-O-Y-L-I-F-E ! ENDURE !

Long weekend !

2008-07-20T01:14:00.002+08:00

Yesterday after school went to WM and had dinner @ Sakae w Pet . Went to her place to relax , put mask/drink/smoke & watched 心花朵朵开 before going home .
Wake quite late today , planned to go for table tennis but didn't wake up in the end. Went town to meet mom, shopped and dined @ HIPS for dinner then 190-ed home.
Monday's gonna be racial harmony celebration and our school is going out to Mosques/Temples/Churches. & obviously i'm not going :D HAHA , 1 more day to relax , happy!

Life/Live?

2008-07-17T21:49:00.002+08:00

School today , i don't think I've learn anything ? Did i ?
Met WQ when i came out of the school, end up going TeckWhye . & there's this small boy that's with him which is super naive and can't think . @ the age of 14, people should be able to think already ?
It's quite a long story but basically he just don't want to go home even when his mom and elder brother scolded him umpteen times . He knew what would happen , he knew that his brother would find him and give him a tight slap which was what happen just now , but he just insist on not going home . I believe his family care for him but it's just that their way of showing concern ain't right .

After all that crap i went to the TTS hospital to visit my great-grandfather which is close to 90 years old . He'd fainted during church service , most probably due to his weak body . Hopefully he can live through 90 years old .
Human do have to go someday , but it's difficult to let go especially the ones closer to you .

Childhood

2008-07-14T22:44:00.005+08:00

Time spent today for : School , Eat , Bring Taro home , TV .
Was waiting at the door of the PAP school , reminds me of last time when my mom and grandma waited for me after school .

Typical Sunday

2008-07-13T21:14:00.003+08:00

Woke @1pm , went to Pet's house for awhile then HweeChen came , then head to WM CoffeeBean to waste time , then SUPERMARKET ! Bought things to cook for dinner as i don't feel like eating out .

The chilli for the white clam was superb !

I LOVE JIAJIA LIANG TEH .

School tomorrow ! Sian 1/2 , STUDY !

Simple weekends .

2008-07-13T00:32:00.006+08:00

Happy belated birthday to HweeChen ! Celebrated her birthday yesterday . She opened 1 bottle of JD but it was finished in like 20minutes ? I think is cos there were around 6 or 7 of us . School was super slack , not much lessons as there were performance and extended recess . Watched Hellboy; The Golden Army in the noon and went to Swensens for lunch with Pet Qiang & ZG .
Training today then went to E` Signature place @ commonwealth to sand my no mercy and at the meantime packup the place .
I should really stay @ home to study tomorrow , hopefully i will . HAHA .

Shopping Weekdays .

2008-07-10T22:30:00.003+08:00

School as normal , had maths tutorial . The only fun thing is that we played soccer in class , Chris Glenn Shiyan & I . Kicked the ball too hard and it flew up knocking the plastic pot plant down when Mrs Lian arrived @ the door , what a nice timing . Swept the floor and laughed away . Came back home and thought could take a nap , but receive a call from mom and went out to hail a cab . Went to Bugis to shop , can't believe it , shopping on WEEKDAYS . Quite rush , didn't shopped much but bought a few things . Tomorrow will have performance by some US dance group , can miss a lesson of F&N ! so SHIOK !

AHHH .

2008-07-09T22:07:00.001+08:00

I WANT PLASTIC SURGERY .

school

2008-07-09T19:21:00.010+08:00

Yesterday :
went school , was very random yesterday , had been talking about food & partying as from 25-27june shalala's parent's are not around , can go wreck her house . Then suddenly started quarreling over Tataki .

Maths lesson

Cme lesson we did this kind of thing again , write comment about your friend , supposed to be positive but can see that some stupid people write stupid thing la .

This is what i do to the floor when i'm bored .

Today :
Lesson as normal , but no PT as Ms Lim is going for a course . Gonna miss alot of Chemistry lesson :(
Slept for 2 hours in the afternoon , everyday's just the same routine ! Sick !

QOTD : " i love you like sharon loves money "

Time

2008-07-07T23:31:00.002+08:00

24hrs per day's really not enough . Today did nothing much , woke up and Jes came to fetch me together w my mom . Went to JP Storm for haircut & treatment . Bought mask and more mask then went to Fish & co for dinner . That's all !!!!!! I don't even have time for other things !

School tomorrow , what the fuck , youth day only one day !It should be like 1 week or what . Ahaha , think too much .

Movies Galore

2008-07-07T01:01:00.002+08:00

woke @ around 3pm ? then pathetically ate cup noodles as no one's home . then stoned till 8 then went out to meet Pet for movies ( yea again ) . Watched " 21 " , not bad , worth the money i guess . but then still the B&G thing's better .

Have you ever had continuous dreams before ? Like on this particular you dreamt of something and the next day when you sleep it just continues . That's so cool okay ! I like :D HAHAAAA . Sometimes when you can't let something happen in reality , dreaming of it is not a bad idea too ! So i'm gonna say that my hobby is now officially DREAMING ! Imagine dreaming yourself being rich , and have life like Ben Campbell in the Vegas ( you'll know what i mean if you watch the movie 21 ) .

SHOPSHOPSHOP!

2008-07-06T01:01:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthday to WEIJIAN !
All the best in everything you do :D & most importantly stay happy !

GSS ! i love it can ? shopping time . Town w Mom on fri , had training today and town again with Karen & Petrina . Watched " It's a Boy Girl Thing " , very nice show , recommended ! Dinner @ HIP by Billy bombers , the food there was nice and affordable . Most of the food are also served on hot sizzling pans !

Karen's don't know what meat loaf . HAHA .

Pet's grilled chicken .

Lastly , my sirloin steak !

Shopped around and went to Paragon's supermarket as most of the shops are closed ! & finally when they switch off some of the lights in it then we "gam wan " go out , then went to coffeebean to slack & then cabbed home .

It's really true that when you have something , you won't cherish it & will take it for granted . When you can't get it or lose it , you'll feel the pain and difference w/o it , be it someone or something . Opportunities don't always come twice , and you won't always get the things you want or have it beside with you always . I wonder if the more you get along or have things beside you for longer time , the pain will be more or you'll be felicitated that you once have it .

Bad lifestyle

2008-07-03T19:54:00.003+08:00

Eat sleep eat sleep eat sleep eat sleep . Kept having naps recently , and right after school i'd rush home , to SLEEP . LOL . Tomorrow got f&n , dread going to school man , though finish @ 1230 , but i'd bet that she sure ask us to stay back to finish our stuffs . Weeeeeekends' coming again ! I'm so happppy =]

School

2008-07-02T19:34:00.002+08:00

Sian ah these few days , school tutorial watch tv eat sleep . and it just goes on like this everyday . still not good enough m time spent on studies ain't enough , but it's really very SIAN CAN .
Luckily next monday is YOUTH DAY ! YAY ! i so love holidays , i need to sleeeeeeeeeep !
gotta go study , work hard for o lvl people , months left !

Trend-ish .

2008-06-30T23:12:00.004+08:00

I didn't know my grandpa listens to Jay Chou and Angela Zhang's music . Was looking through his phone music files and i see " techno , 我不配 , 亲爱的那并不是爱情 , etcetc " like wtf ? he's like much more "in" than me . ahaha , didn't update for quite a long time . Thursday & Friday're like normal school days , but went to shop @ town area w my mom in the evening and had dinner with auntie & uncle . Although it's GSS but didn't really buy alot of things , ahahs . Saturday went for training and then came back to finish up my homework . Yesterday was a lil more interesting , went to MS to meetup Angelic , Jeremy , Ahboi together w Pet , Zhen Ge & Qiang . Went different ways w them tgt w Pet for girl's shopping .
Monday which is today , holy god , this is one of the worst chinese oral i've taken , i'm totally speechless during the conversation and i've read some words wrongly in the passage , think the most i can get is a borderline pass , & seriously why now when it's for O LEVEL :(
went to supermarket w ahma just now and bought topshells cos i suddenly have the urge to eat it , tomorrow's just gonna be another typical schoolday again . SAVE ME !
visit : ask-formore.bs for bags & clothings ! support :D

oh , forgot to mention that i've reformatted my lappie !

1/2 dead .

2008-06-25T15:42:00.004+08:00

Didn't sleep ytd night & suprisingly i didn't sleep in school today ! omg , force myself to be awake though i didnt concentrate on what the tcher say 100% . my o lvl chinese oral exam's on monday ! and it can't be retaken , so must do well . Today's the 3rd , or rather 2nd day of school for me , & i find it quite alright to go school now , cos there's no time to waste already . Till now then i found out that excuses like " tomorrow then do lah" is not gonna work cos you really have to treat every tomorrow as a day nearer to O's .
I AM SO FUCKING SCARED NOW , I JUST WOKE & THOUGHT IT IS 8AM IN THE MORNING AND I'M LATE FOR SCHOOL , WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING . LUCKY HAVEN'T WEAR SCHOOL UNIFORM .

Guilty

2008-06-25T04:06:00.004+08:00

i can't sleep again , and the reason is because i didn't go to school and slept till 5.30pm . i should've gone to school even though i would most probably be late . ahaha , but nevermind only one day , & it doesn't mean that by not going to school i will fail my o lvls ! i'll just have to really start my self study . and i'm left w less than 2 hrs of sleep now :(
i hate school .

EXCITED vs RELUCTANT .

2008-06-23T04:05:00.003+08:00

i seriously could not bring myself to go to sleep . & there's only two reason , either i could not accept the fact that school is gonna start in 4hrs' time , or i'm just too excited about having to go to school . Which i think the more possible reason is bcos i don't wanna go to school !!!!!!!!!!!! i shall blog about school tmr when i'm back , it's gonna be " interesting " =]

I WANT TO EAT SLEEP PLAY EVERYDAY :(
COME HOLIDAY , SHOOO SCHOOL .

MVO IS BACK ! maple private server !
http://mapleviaonline.com/

no more holidays

2008-06-21T20:38:00.002+08:00

Sch's starting in 2 days time , & it's seriously time to study . i've wasted today , it's a saturday and i slept till 7pm ? none of the motherfuckers called me . i know it's not your job to call but that's the least you could do . i really found out that there's no one i could talk to properly or rather i'm the one who's having problem everytime .
Is life really gonna be like study , eat , sleep everyday ? totally no mood for anything now . i wonder how long i can endure .

WHAT TO DO ?!

EURO CUP .

2008-06-15T02:31:00.003+08:00

you can hate me for all you like , but if you look down on me , that's a different story already .
've been watching soccer and mapling recently , that's why lack of post , decided to come blog cos of that stupid match between Sweden & Spain , Spain only win by one ball la wtf . Sian 1/2 already , Portugal vs Switzerland tomorrow ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

2008-06-10T00:16:00.002+08:00

Celebrated Huili jie's 18th birthday today (early celebration) but anw HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
went to seoul garden for lunch . then wanted to plan to go another place , but spent too much time talking ! so headed back home aft that , ahahas , but anw had great fun w em , ( huili jasmine & her bf weiqiang rongjun kitty joyce jiali coleen jiaying jialong ) .

Tired !

2008-06-08T05:09:00.002+08:00

I just came back home & it's like 5.15am now . & i'm so tired !
went to black pearl bar @ bq , tgt w kitty justin sebas , been long since i've met up w them . open a bottle of chivas and we finished it , then head to le bar for beer as sebas friend came over to look for us after work . a very nice place to chill ! cabbed back home & here i am :D
Goodnight people !

SAD SIA !

2008-06-06T02:40:00.003+08:00

LIYUAN IS LEAVING FOR TAIWAN ! i'll miss her so much can , have fun there ok !
anw today's just like any other days , nothing's gonna affect me , i'll just lead the life i want . Chatting with liyuan & lingrong now , they are just crazy people can ?! hahahas . LR just can't stop singing & liyuan just can't stop laughing , what kind of entertainment is this man ! Play-ed viwawa with them & finally now we're talking about each other on our blogs . Shall not say so much if not they'll kill me .

HOLIDAYS IF NO MONEY = NO DIFFERENCE AS NO HOLIDAY .

HOLIDAYS

2008-06-04T00:07:00.003+08:00

(liyuan's artpiece to cheer me up)
D&D finally ended , i'm actually not that happy anw , due to some reasons .
Still not feeling very well though , just know that i feel like sleeping now . & the bloody Mr Ng ask me tomorrow all the way go down to school , just to hand in the stupid bio workbook & file ? WTH?!
The games for D&D , many would say it caused many people to quarrel , but through this game it really shows who're friends & who're not . Obviously not gonna mention names , but unexpected people still seem to get along well better , & i really hope that we still can keep in contact .
Coming Friday would be the bbq , money still not fully collected , i'm still not sure if i'm going as i might have other plans . I SERIOUSLY NEED SOME LIFE .
Too tired today after school , so went back "straight' after that . & maple-ed , then ate "xian yu chao fan" then guitar all the way till now . Wanted to meet WQ and ZhenGe for drink cos he just got his pay , nevermind still got next time hahaa .

dead

2008-06-02T01:53:00.001+08:00

`ve been mapling recently , if not out , so nv rly update . D&D ending in 2 days time , not going tmr ! ahhaa , not because of whatheheck that's happened in school , but i'm just too lazy . Already in holiday mood ! I need somethings to entertain me !!!!!!!!!!

down w sorethroat &slight fever ! wtf , sians ! update proper one soon (:

YAY

2008-05-27T20:09:00.004+08:00

One of the happiest day of my life , I FINALLY TOOK MY BRACES OUT . but now my grandma crapping , i'm enduring , trying to ignore , say that my attitude like shit . like what the hell ? she says that i take out braces also no use , still smoke . Ofcourse , it's supposed to be a happy thing but with just one sentence , my whole mood is spoiled . & she keep repeating that what , i'm always with friends , my friends are bad , & what will put drugs into cigarettes and stuffs ?! i don't wanna talk back on her , does she knows whether i have or who my friends are ? Please la , without knowing anything then jump into conclusion , only knows how to compare me with other people .
There are many other worst people around la okay , i've already given in but what more she want ?

Okay back to the happy thing , finally took out the braces , the feeling's so weird ! D&D camp was tiring today , intensive lessons and courses . Well , gonna game awhile & then rest soon !

Relax

2008-05-26T23:34:00.004+08:00

EAT , SLEEP , EAT , SLEEP , EAT , SLEEP .
today was so scary , i've never felt that afraid before in examinations . The paper was "easy" .
it's so relaxed nowadays , besides school , what i do is , EAT & SLEEP . Liyuan taught me this . haha . Thanks to her , i'll become fatter . Now i'm going to SLEEP again .
D&D camp starts tmr , wth . Wake early , go home late .

UNFAIR !

2008-05-25T02:17:00.003+08:00

Most of the people are having their holidays now , except for the sec 4s . So unfair right , i still have to go back school for one more week.( i can't stop complaining about this ! , going crazy already ! )
AHH , wake today & went for bowling training, then go home bathe then go 4head to slack (OMG AGAIN?) ya again , no place to go ! then on the way back in cab , the cab driver keep talking to himself , i was so scared la wahpiang .
Recently keep having weird dreams , always @ the exciting part then i wake up , WHY ? So bored can? Let me enjoy in my dream also cannot one leh, not fun .
Starting to find GB very boring , so decided to try private maple server .
2 more days to chinese O' lvl .

Quiz tagged by Jeffrey .

2008-05-25T01:51:00.002+08:00

RULE & REGULATION

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) tag any people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
If i really love him, this wouldn't matter ?

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Be rich & healthy.

#3. If there is a choice between boyfriend or friend, which will you choose?
Most probably bf?

#4. What kind of home do you think is suitable for living?
Clean & neat , doesn't have to be big or with very expensive furnitures.

#5. What's your ideal lover?
Able to communicate, willing to give in at times, caring & ofcourse one that loves me .

#6. Which is more blessed? loving someone or being loved?
blessed? obviously being loved.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
the person wouldn't ask me to wait if he loves me, depends on the situation.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
KILL THE GIRL . (joking la)
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
the big change in people around me.

#10. Is being tagged fun?
what's so fun about that?

#11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Hopefully would be enjoying life.

#12. Who are currently most important people to you?
family

#13. What kind of people do you think the person who tagged you is?
chao ah beng, but a very good one :D

#14. Would you rather be single but rich or married but poor?
depending on which i'm really happy with, if married obviously must see who my husband is .

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
continue nua-ing on bed for awhile(provided not late for school or work)

#16. Would you sacrifice your family time to enjoy with your friends?
Most probably if i enjoy being with my friends more, but i don't think so anyway.

#17. What is the thing you can't bear to leave it aside?
Opportunities that i don't always come across.

#18. What type of friends do you like?
trustworthy.

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
haolian/kaopehkaobu/ahbeng/ahlian/si ginna/lo soh like auntie/
no la , actually i'm not much better . no one's perfect so, i dislike friends who expect too much from me .

Tag : Shalania
Petrina
Kevin

Sleepsleepsleep .

2008-05-24T04:09:00.002+08:00

Slept till 4pm today ! Shiok . I think even if i go school also need parent's meeting to take my report book . Went to meet Jialong , Lex & etc , slacked till night and came back home . Gunbound all the way till now O.O
Training tmr , can try out the no mercy liao ! But 2pm - 4pm ! Bored ! Must wake @ 1pm ! Most probably meeting Lex & WQ tomorrow after training !

3 more days to Chinese O' lvl paper .

2008-05-23T05:32:00.002+08:00

This is a video of a topic i wanna share about ! Crazy Japanese had been working on these "sex dolls/love dolls/candy girls" or whatever you call it to satisfy guys in the country . Seriously it's easy to hookup girls in Jap cos of this , the dolls which can be bought easily by guys in the country ! I try converting the prices and found out that 1 doll costs around 6-10k sing dollars , which is highest around 690000 yen . For more info about it you can watch or find those vids in youtube related to it . Or logon to the freaking official web @ http://www.orient-dolls.com if you understand Jap . HAHA .

1st & last .

2008-05-23T00:58:00.004+08:00

Wake @ around 2pm , went down to 4head to meet Lex & go down to Peninsula for his tattoo & my touchup . he did around his ankle there , turns out to be quite nice ! Think he's happy w it (:
As for my touchup , super jialat . I don't know why this time is much more painful than the actual tattoo , i fainted upon doing it , & the reason for it is most probably bcos i didn't eat for the day . Planning to put a second one but scared already la , see next time how , hahas !
Ate my fav Oriental Chicken Salad from KFC & Lex tried the new Fish Zinger , turns out to be nice !

Yay not gonna go school tomorrow , relax !

EH GAMWAN ALR .

2008-05-21T21:13:00.002+08:00

Finally , touch up for my tattoo tomorrow . After dragging so long . HAHA . I went to school yesterday & today , & it's so boring , so i'm not gonna go tomorrow & friday . The chinese intensive program's a total shit . D&D camp next week , that one no choice must go :(
Ohya anw , i was bored till i started playing Gunbound .

YAYNESS .

2008-05-19T22:40:00.006+08:00

WOHOO ! Finally new bowling ball . Woke at around 3pm and decided to go c`wealth on my on , as that fucker Andy never pick my call . Cabbed down , and the taxi driver was irritating , he said sorry more than ten times ( as he gone the wrong way ) & thankyou more than ten times too ( whenever i guide him along he way and paid money ) Luckily he charged me lesser , if not !@#$%^&*() . Quite alot of customer , so i had to wait awhile , & finally decided to drill this ball cos it's more aggressive . Cabbed back to batok to meet WQ & Karen for awhile , slacked . Then cabbed back home . i've spent around 25bucks on cab today . well , it's very normal ..

WAHLAO EH .

2008-05-19T01:04:00.005+08:00

Planned to go down commonwealth today , ok it obviously seems like whatever i planned to do , it's not gonna work out , something would ruin it . So i went to slack w WQ & Shanhui , and i spent the whole evening dai dee-ing/drinking greentea/smoking samporena & third day madison . It's just so boring . OHYA , i woke at 2.30pm and do nothing till 6.30pm then i go out . & i came back @ around 10.30pm & once again do nothing till now . HELLO , I'M BORED .

Money

2008-05-18T00:54:00.005+08:00

Didn't blog yesterday , so i shall update for two days .
`16/05 Watched Accuracy of Death , i shall say , the movie's quite long , although not very nice but then i learned something from it . From JE then go to Cineleisure then Heeren then JP . That's for the day . i forgot the details , but quite fun la .
`17/o5 (today) woke @ 1pm , got myself ready and go for my bowling training . i planned to come home straight after training , but i came home only @ around 12.30am. Went to Coach David's shop @ commonwealth & slacked there . Done a little of polishing and sanding of balls . and i decided to buy a new ball after thinking for hours . I need money !! AHH .
Tomorrow's Sunday & there's no school on Monday . Nothing to do ! Most probably go down to his shop again if i've nothing else better to do . HAHA .

Counting down : approximately 8 days to Chinese O' lvl .

getting facts right .

2008-05-16T02:31:00.006+08:00

you only scold me when i've done wrong , you'd never know the effort i've put in . when i do it right , you'd think that it's just basically what i should be doing , and it's nothing to be proud/happy/satisfied of . i may look like all these doesn't have any impact on me , but you won't ever know deep down , i'm very disappointed in myself .
yes i'm selfish , i only think about what's gonna be beneficial for myself , you know why ? cos i don't trust anyone else besides me , myself . Don't always sound like , you're taking all the responsibility when you're not . I know it doesn't seem to matter even if i cried till my eyeballs drop out , cos you already have this mindset that i'm always wrong .
What the hell is kinship ? People only understand how to cherish what you have when the person is on the verge of dying/the thing you have is lost . So does it mean that i've to go commit suicide then you're gonna forgive me for the little mistakes i done ? Then maybe you're the one who'll be feeling sorry by then .

" [ Nevermind , i think wait till one day i've the courage to really go and die , then i'll make you regret that you've no chance to salvage all the misery you've caused . Which i don't think i will ever do la , cos i'm just super afraid , and "humji" for how those bengs & lians will phrase it . ] " ( sibeh cute ah this kind of thinking also will have )

" [ Take one step by a time , whoever's doing the wrong thing would get their retribution ( not pin-pointing anyone ) . It's gonna be alright if i SHUTUP & don't talk back when people's talking . But if i IGNORE the person , he/she will say that i've no respect for them . So what am i supposed to do ? " ] ( ignorance is bliss )
IMAGINE ~
Person : EH YOU GO AND DIE LA !
Me : Thank you very much .

Am i suppose to react that way ? Not being sarcastic but i really don't know what to do liao la !
NBCB .

Miracle .

2008-05-15T23:08:00.005+08:00

Lead actress for Doomsday : Caryn Peterson
She's really chios ! & it's a nice show .

You know why that blog title ? Cos i've been blogging for 6 consecutive days ! ( including this post ) The reason for blogging everyday : My life is just too boring . Hahs , very true . I didn't go to school today , cos i didn't sleep well ytd , or should i say i'm just too lazy to go to school ? woke around 3pm , went out @ 6pm to meet Kenneth after his dismissal from school . Slacked @ Starbucks & went to get VCDS . I've been so stucked to tv nowadays , keep watching shows . Really nothing else better to do . SCHOOL TMR WTFWTF .

WHAT THE FCUK !

2008-05-14T21:50:00.009+08:00

Bored in class

Today after school i decided to come home sleep . Came home, bathed & slept @ around 2.30 . Planned to wake @ 4 . End up when i wake up, the whole room was super dark . & when i look @ the time, it's NINE PM ?! How am i supposed to sleep tonight ?!?! Win already la . Gone to the living room to find out no one's home , grandpa went to bet on horse race & grandma went to mahjong . Shiok sia they all . LON-ed & cooked instant noodle to eat , and here i am tv-ing & blogging .
The results were shocking , i didn't expect to do so badly . Sigh , stressing over it also no use la . D&D camp starts @ 26th , which is the O' level Mother Tongue day . Everyday report @ 7.20 and ends at A FREAKING 5.30PM . Suffering life !
Anyway it's confirmed , bbq @ east coast for 4JADE people on the 13th .
I need a LIFE .

Taro advertising for my Nike bag . ( it's obviously too big for him , haha )

Finally .

2008-05-13T23:20:00.003+08:00

F&N paper was fine, exams over so shouldn't talk about it . Today's a bad day again, quarrels will never end between me and whoever i interact with , so i think the problem lies with me . I then came into my room and switch on the speaker blasting with music, ignore them as much as possible. WQ kor called & ask me out , saying that he quarrelled with his family too ! So coincidental right ! So i changed and went out to meet him . Chatted alot, about friends & family, and found out that everyone has changed. Felt much better after telling your problems to someone who'd understand .

Sudden urge & felt like eating this, so i asked my grandma to buy it for me when she's back after fetching Taro .

ENDURE .

2008-05-12T21:19:00.004+08:00

i spent my whole day cleaning up my room, it's now super clean. and i found my one ball bag, with my arsenal ball in it. i should be happy right? NO ! wtf, to my horror the f**king arsenal ball cracked ! i keep very long meh ! wahpiang, super angry, i spent a lot of time looking for it, and now, i found it wrapped in a plastic bag, thanks to my grandma. i wanted to scold her or something one lor, but then she keep saying will buy a new one for me, then i endure, actually she's not the one to be blamed afterall, it's me for not looking after my stuffs properly. AHHH !

okay, "you can put the blame on me" . forget it . let's see something that's entertaining.

Taro enjoying his chicken wing.

The last .

2008-05-12T14:33:00.002+08:00

Finally cleared all paper except for f&n tomorrow . The most tedious one, have to really memorize a lot of things. Morning met Zak & that Naidu was late ! Super late, bomb-ed her house phone & handphone, but it doesn't seem to have any effect on her, PIG !
Tried McGriddles, it's seriously not what i've expected, the combination's not nice, so i'd prefer the normal McMuffin, hahas . Today's Chem/Bio MCQ was a " Tikam " session , i was bored & used song's chorus lyrics to pick the answer. (HAHA, WTF!) Then got the stupid Chinese Oral examinations , only left the 4 of us ( Doris, Annelise, Shiyan & I, Maypheng was thr too) & ya, obviously all of us passed.
Nowhere to go nowadays, sick of those void decks slacking. But the main point is, if you don't have money, whr could you go ?! Should really start planning what to do after D&D camp . Any idea/recommendations people ?

Back to blogging .

2008-05-11T23:07:00.005+08:00

a sudden urge to blog again after reading my previous blog's old post . Goodluck to all having examinations now, two more paper to go for me !
life's been bad recently, quarrels are never ending, friends are going MIA . Well, old ones never go, new ones will never come . Got to know more of the Mu peeps . Well , go to www.mudonators.com if you're interested in finding a private server. Gaming almost everyday , quite stuck to psp nowadays.(shouldn't be gaming , should be studying!)
planning for upcoming events like class chalet & hopefully there'd be an outing for Fate members?
Work hard 4JADE , around 15 days to O' lvl chinese paper !
Tomorrow's paper starts @ 12.15 ! Which means i've to reach school around 11.50? YAY :) Meeting Shalania De Cruz & Zakiah RAMLY for breakfast ! Shall go study for chem/bio pp1 now, seriously.
Grats to Uncle Fong ! Last long w MILK & i'll win the bet , hahahahas =X