Holiday Mood .

I'm so bored stuck at home doing work for tomorrow :(
I NEED TO GO OUT !!!!!!

monday blues

Countdown 1 mth and 2 days .
messy room , lousy mood , work not done . things can never be the same .
no idea what would be and what is happening . it has been school on weekdays and drink on weekends for this few months , it's time to change.
go along ? or not ..

CONTROL YOURSELF , TAKE ONLY WHAT YOU NEED FROM IT .

I'm so waiting for holidays, school's tiring/boring/sucky and the list goes on. Feeling happy/nua today, no idea why. I think i actually have too much breaks, endure another month and i can be freeeee !
& I LOVE KARINA LOMBARD !

i can't sleep

Sleepless night/Work not done/Couldn't seem to concentrate/Cannot take that outta my mind/It's killing me/I don't know what to do/Nothing seems to help/I just dont wanna be here/I need to sleep/

EATSLEEPSCHOOL!

Went to "CSC" yesterday to had a drink . Had a boring day in school today and skipped the 2nd lesson.

Steamboat with family just now!

Starting to realize that life is quite goal-less again, which is not good. Making things too complicated and worrying too much doesn't help at all, but it's very difficult to control psychological thinking at times.

23 nov quick come !

Updates!

Can't believe i entered "www.blogger.com" and entered my user id and pw. I'm on the phone with my Mom now, talking some nonsensical stuffs. I'm dreading school tomorrow. Recently had been going down csc, partly cos i'm working there.
School had been quite okay, modules are fine, if i were to take business or some other courses i'd be complaining " what the hell i got test tomorrow, i have to study for blablabla! ". So far so good, except for the projects that needs to be done, well everything has it's pros and cons.
Waiting for 23 nov, upcoming school holiday, then all the shiok events coming up! But for now have to try finish up work asap.

The people i found irritating keep coming and those who're not keep drifting away ..

BACK !

i bet no one would be reading my blog now la ! it has been dead for quite long . life had changed alot, not as planned .

i'm going to NAFA taking interior design, it was my interest, and i pursued it, ignoring the fact that people around me wants me to get into a polytechnic.

Had been rotting since i quitted my last job, which is feb, till now.

Sometimes life is so interesting, and sometimes you'd rather die. When a person doesn't have a goal, can't find a meaning in life, it would be so bad. 

MY BLOG IS DEAD !

Haven't been blogging , & yay to end of O' level. Which i had been procrastinating bout these few months. Holidays are suppose to be fun, but not when you're working :(

Disappearance

I'm not gone because O levels are coming but spending all my time rotting & shopping ! Only started studying since yesterday !
Past few days went to town w Mom & got quite alot of new stuff.
Today went to town again, with Petrina Gibson Weiqiang & Zhenge to get Weiqiang's present.
Early Birthday Wishes to you ! Officially 18 :D

FAT

Back to eat sleep eat sleep do nothing routine, surprisingly prelims doesn't seem scary to me now. I don't rely on people whom i can give a call and they'd come out immediately but yearn for new friend, or rather people who're not easy going & would not be contactable with just a call.
Weird? Time is passing so slowly now and tomorrow is POA paper 2, i didn't touch any of the POA notes today, & am not planning to also. Mom would be coming over to stay in a weeks time, i wonder would it be a good one or bad one. No going out with "friends" No slacking No blablabla, goes on and on. But yes to someone's company, yes to annoying scoldings, Doubt it'll be a good experience.

I suddenly have that thought of going into bowling very much, as in really into, but w/o money nothing could be done too. Studying's just so dull and boring, and i'm unsure if i could pull through this O lvl. Many people say it's a very good chance alr since i'm in express, but so what? I'm still one of the lousiest students among the express stream, what's so good bout that. There'd always be someone better than you, and keep on chasing after, taking over them would be your life, your goal?
I want to go on to another life, a life that is truly enjoying rather than not doing everyday and wasting resources.

WHATEVER, I'M SO UTTERLY SAD TO FIND OUT THAT I AM SO FAT COMPARED TO SEC2.

YAY

Finally able to go out today due to bowling training, hopefully things would get better. What they've said made sense, but they shouldn't look down on people also what. Even though i may seem like i don't care about anything but i do, and i would have my limits.
Upcoming months would be hectic, O 'level, Novice challenge, Milo Open. Suddenly i have so many things to look forward to, wow. Endure! 2more months to go people, then we'll know what's FUN.
Cheeeeeeeers (:

一切完美

Perfect Cut is gonna be shown on channel U 11.30pm again ! It's really a show worth watching!

Boring times are so difficult to pass, i suddenly miss those time wasting at 4head &town. Why over-react upon knowing that i have a tattoo? It's such a common thing now and it's on my body not yours anyway, getting a job next time or not is my problem , you can ignore me by all means, and i'm not gonna care about what you say after my O's. It's not up to you to decide where i want to go.

Sleeping is my current hobby now, and this works, spending 16hrs per day sleeping.

CRAZE/CRAVE .

4th consecutive day going to town area =/
got holiday = play already , that scary feeling of examinations suddenly gone.
Thur& Fri , town with Mom .
Saturday, town with Lee Si Jie, cabbed here and there, spent alot. Dined @Spageddies.
i had:


Pet had:


Then went back to 3Head & met Gibson & Leslie up .



I love my uncle's car ! =X

Didn't go to school today and saw school teachers @ Marriott Hotel , they having teacher's day celebration there. WTH, damn unlucky can. But who says you can't go out if you're sick?
Really in the verge of giving up on prelims, cause i just have to much to catch up. Which is impossible to be done in days. I can't help spending my time doing NOTHING .

BAD DAY .

Just got back results for Chinese O level today . & thought that my dream of not touching Chinese papers are RUINED , got a damn B3 . Ohwell, couldn't expect much because even the most hardworking one didn't get an A . Blame it on my bad luck. Just broke my specs, SWAYNESS. Luckily it's not the new one, so i don't think i should feel sad or whatsoever. In pain now due to the aftermath of exposing to sunlight too long, although i quite like the colour of my skin tone now.


This is the damn difference in the colour tone of my shoulder. F**K**G PAIN OKAY .

Friday, Sentosa with classmates. Had so much fun w the girls ! & sorry for causing all of you to have sunburn cos it was sorta my suggestion.

Back in action !

Finally posting again !

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Happy Birthday to Minchi

went sch for the stupid performance, but did something meaningful (cip) to bring the old folks from the home to our sch , the girls from our class brought one auntie and chatted on the way as she walks very slowly. & get to know that she actually came from a wealthy family but the kids didn't takecare of her but sent her to the home, oh well, i just thought that it ain't my problem. Aft that we "celebrated" MC's birthday , and had "flour fight" haaha .
Went to play bball with the ex e5 clique then to WM to watch "money not enough 2" w Lex .
It was after the show then it reminds me of the auntie in the afternoon . The show was quite good & it's worth watching, can make you laugh and cry. Went to collect frame w Lex @ cck and it's nice ! Like supermannnnn ~

I then cabbed home and sat in a "limo(Merz) cab" and unexpectedly, THEY HAVE FREE WIFI SERVICE IN THE CAB , OMG . i always thought it'll be good if it's possible to surf online in a cab or car, and now i have the chance! so i took my phone and try connecting it :D
this is the pic i took in the cab, used night mode so it's not very clear, cannot expect me to use flash right, then the driver later think i suaku or siao =X The modem was in between the two front seats.


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Went over to qilong house and did nothing till late noon, then metup w the others to chill.

Jim Beam was quite good, hooch was like fruit juice. Ahaa .
Not to forget,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !

People

Biology mock exam tomorrow ! & i don't understand a thing about heredity and molecular genetics , oh whatever .

Re: Plastic Surgery ?
it's become a very common thing now, as long as you've got money, you can be beautiful too. But why some people just cannot accept it? They think that you're born with the looks that God gave and you aren't suppose to change it? Well you might say, a person will like you for who you are, personality is important rather than looks. But imagine, if you see a group of chio/hot/handsome looking people and a group of ugly/disgusting/dirty/fat/short (no offense) , which one would you have a better impression of w/o knowing their personalities ? Obviously the better looking ones right? I believe this world is realistic and of course everyone would want to look good right? I think this is a way of improving yourself rather than wasting money/a sin, although risk involved .

Enough of crap , KOON !

Relax mode .

Didn't go to school today ! But woke @ an unexpected 10.30am .
3-4 more months to go before E-N-J-O-Y-L-I-F-E ! ENDURE !

Long weekend !

Yesterday after school went to WM and had dinner @ Sakae w Pet . Went to her place to relax , put mask/drink/smoke & watched 心花朵朵开 before going home .
Wake quite late today , planned to go for table tennis but didn't wake up in the end. Went town to meet mom, shopped and dined @ HIPS for dinner then 190-ed home.
Monday's gonna be racial harmony celebration and our school is going out to Mosques/Temples/Churches. & obviously i'm not going :D HAHA , 1 more day to relax , happy!

Life/Live?

School today , i don't think I've learn anything ? Did i ?
Met WQ when i came out of the school, end up going TeckWhye . & there's this small boy that's with him which is super naive and can't think . @ the age of 14, people should be able to think already ?
It's quite a long story but basically he just don't want to go home even when his mom and elder brother scolded him umpteen times . He knew what would happen , he knew that his brother would find him and give him a tight slap which was what happen just now , but he just insist on not going home . I believe his family care for him but it's just that their way of showing concern ain't right .

After all that crap i went to the TTS hospital to visit my great-grandfather which is close to 90 years old . He'd fainted during church service , most probably due to his weak body . Hopefully he can live through 90 years old .
Human do have to go someday , but it's difficult to let go especially the ones closer to you .

Childhood

Time spent today for : School , Eat , Bring Taro home , TV .
Was waiting at the door of the PAP school , reminds me of last time when my mom and grandma waited for me after school .