you only scold me when i've done wrong , you'd never know the effort i've put in . when i do it right , you'd think that it's just basically what i should be doing , and it's nothing to be proud/happy/satisfied of . i may look like all these doesn't have any impact on me , but you won't ever know deep down , i'm very disappointed in myself .
yes i'm selfish , i only think about what's gonna be beneficial for myself , you know why ? cos i don't trust anyone else besides me , myself . Don't always sound like , you're taking all the responsibility when you're not . I know it doesn't seem to matter even if i cried till my eyeballs drop out , cos you already have this mindset that i'm always wrong .
What the hell is kinship ? People only understand how to cherish what you have when the person is on the verge of dying/the thing you have is lost . So does it mean that i've to go commit suicide then you're gonna forgive me for the little mistakes i done ? Then maybe you're the one who'll be feeling sorry by then .
" [ Nevermind , i think wait till one day i've the courage to really go and die , then i'll make you regret that you've no chance to salvage all the misery you've caused . Which i don't think i will ever do la , cos i'm just super afraid , and "humji" for how those bengs & lians will phrase it . ] " ( sibeh cute ah this kind of thinking also will have )
" [ Take one step by a time , whoever's doing the wrong thing would get their retribution ( not pin-pointing anyone ) . It's gonna be alright if i SHUTUP & don't talk back when people's talking . But if i IGNORE the person , he/she will say that i've no respect for them . So what am i supposed to do ? " ] ( ignorance is bliss )
IMAGINE ~
Person : EH YOU GO AND DIE LA !
Me : Thank you very much .
Am i suppose to react that way ? Not being sarcastic but i really don't know what to do liao la !
NBCB .
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